Hello everybody!
My name is Antonella, an introvert girl who isn't fond of travelling as you guys or socializing.

Why am I here then? Because I want to see how many people will say to me if I will meet them "Oh, why you're always so silence and do not talk?", "Why are you so shy and boring?", "Why don't you party with us?".
I have the answer for you "I never tell you, you're too extrovert". Intorverts are special people and I love to be one of them, when true genuine people meet me and appreciate me for who I am and it's reciprocated, I can be extrovert, so never say to someone "You are so quiet that I feel the urge to talk to lead the conversation".
After you say it introverts people feel the urge to go away but do not because they do not want to be disrespectful.

Have you ever had awareness of your inner child and that you're full of garbage of generational patterns?
As a consequence of this have you ever started unlearning your patterns to elevate yourself?
How would you describe awareness?

For me the concept of awareness is difficult to explain in words.
It's something that happens on a mental/brain level and is not visible as something such as an object.
Awareness is when you wake up and realize that you have an inner child inside of you. She/he is wounded as a result of the times she/he tried to protect you when you were just a child.
From here the word inner child. She/he never leaves you.
The only difference between people who had awareness and people who didn't is that the inner child, for the first group, is not dormant anymore, you feel it in all its beauty and you promise yourself you don't want to abandon her/him anymore.
When you connect everyday more with that inner child you feel a bunch of emotions at once in a harmonic way: happiness, euphoria, peace, quietness, freedom, harmony.
Your inner child and connection with her/him is your medicine to traumas
💕

Dear inner child,
I love it.
I love it when I get in touch with you.
It is like feeling dopamine from within going to the outside.
It's like being happy, at peace and euphoric at the same time.
I love to be with you and sit with you when you ask for me because you feel alone.
I love you because eventhough I grew up you're still there and asking to be seen.
I want to see, feel and experience you in your 100% because if what I feel when I am connected with you is only 1% of what I can possibly feel then I can only be astonished by how powerful you are.
Dear inner child I love the travel with you, it's worth more than see every place of the world because only with you I can see the colours I carry.
I am convinced, no, I know for sure we do not have one but thousands of colours and shades, together we are so bright that I cannot even think of.
I love you inner child, you're worth more than physically be on every single place in the world because you're more than the world itself.
❤

Do you think you match my philosophy?
Write me

我为什么加入 Couchsurfing

I am here to see who is a high value person that decided to be authentic and start inner/shadow work to break generational patterns.

Did you have awareness of yourself and do inner work and you value authenticity over toxic/false friendships?
You're not alone.

兴趣

I started learning French in middle school and continued with it in high school.
I started studying German in high school.
I recently started with Spanish and Korean
Besides languages I love first aid videos

• languages
• english
• german
• french
• spanish
• relaxing music
• traditional asian music
• traditional celtic music

音乐、电影和书籍

Apart from languages I love music, especially traditional Asian music where you can hear the sound of the rain and of the flute and of course some very old Disney and Barbie's songs 🔉.

About music: I play the recorder and the kalimba 🎼🎵🎶.

I am pretty particular when it comes to TV series and movies. Normally I am not keen on the popular ones 🙂.

我做过的一件不可思议的事情

Split between Italy and Germany
Up to now I was only in Germany, England and some islands of Spain.
My bucket list is to visit other countries as well:
Austria (I was au pair in Vienna until the 7th of July but I didn't see many cities)
England
Scotland
Ireland
Switzerland
Norway
Sweden
South Korea

教，学，和分享

Kitchen? I'm a danger but I'm willing to help. Just ask (usually I don't say I can help but I think it) and I am more than glad to help since I'm hosted.

我可以与沙发主分享些什么

I can share my passion for language, music and I can help in the kitchen (just be aware that I may be a danger 😜)!

I can also teach you some Italian or German words and sentences.

我游览过的国家

Austria, England, Germany, Italy, Spain

我居住过的国家

Austria, Germany, Italy