ABOUT ME

I'm a human being living and feeling the unbearable lightness of being. I live, I feel, I love and I share. I think I'm lucky; I feel that I have a nice and unique relationship with what is out there (energy, core, universe, god... call it whatever you want to).

Instead of talking about how I feel (yes, feelings, feelings, feelings - you can deduce that I am a emotional person, not a rational one), you can have your own idea. In the end, we are all about what people think about us. How I feel and how I see myself only matters to me.

I blabber because I really don't know who I am. And I think no one actually does. And I think it is much better than having clear cut definition of self.

PHILOSOPHY

Pura vida

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

COUCHSURFING EXPERIENCE

Not much. Planning to have more.

Interests

I am into music, movies, books, nature... and of course travelling. Typical, ha? I am into a lot more but just don't know how to express them here.

• dogs
• books
• coloring
• movies
• traveling
• music

Music, Movies, and Books

I love good music (yes, "good" for me is the bands and sound that I like but there is too many of them), good films and oh, I love books, love reading, spend hours reading, can't live without a book..

I love Hermann Hesse (though I'd argue with him on many points), Oscar Wilde - guys you missed a point while focusing on the duality of self - duality? you should have known it's much more than that... Cees Nooteboom, Boris Vian, Sylvia Plath, John Fowles, Iris Murdoch, Paavo Haavikko...many many and many of them...

Music is another story.. Might be a cliche but I love when the music is good - that chills you to the bone.
My all time favorite is Morphine.

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

Maybe many things, maybe just one or two... Don't remember now. And not remembering might indicate and make them even more special as I probably internalized them somehow..
But I do always remember the moment of absolute awareness on companionship and death together at the same time; when my dog that I grew up with died on my lap... it was one of these moments in the life when everything is in slow motion and you remember and perceive each color, smell, feeling. It was a second that lasts like an hour in my perception. So peaceful and so unique so instinctively.

Countries I’ve Visited

Austria, Germany, Hungary, Italy, Slovakia, United States

Countries I’ve Lived In

Turkey, United States