I have never been to Europe! This will be my first time doing anything like this. I'll be flying into Barcelona the 16th of September and leaving to the next thing probably the 22nd.. maybe longer.

About me,
I live and work in an intentional community called Breitenbush Hot Springs in Oregon. I've been here for a year and a half. I've lived a lot of really beautiful places in the usa but mostly in Oregon and the PNW. Outside of traveling around in America in my van, I've only been to Canada and just once.

I'm doing this on my own. I'm ready to see what's out there.

Live music, jamming, dancing is what I gravitate towards the most.

I'm easy going, have a ridiculous sense of humor.. I almost never stop laughing. I almost never stop singing.

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Esotericka

I miss everything a lot. I even miss moments as they're happening. I love a lot and deeply. I get sad sometimes but mostly I am ecstatically overwhelmingly happy and trying tone down that part of me for others. I down play a lot of things.. I find I downplay my feelings for others because I dont think I'm worth it. That or I think they're using me but those are my own personal trust issues. I dont like being alone. I can't even fathom living alone. My housemates, my community, the CAT team especially and my friends have no idea just how much I love you. You've saved me so many times. I dont like grudges. If you want me to leave the room just start talking about politics, I dont care. I have one of those voices always got me in trouble when I was in school. I live for when people finally just are comfortable around you. It's all I want or really care about. I'm blind as a bat. I see less color in one eye. My temperature is always too warm. I'm learning how to be nice to myself. I'm learning how to be alone. Im almost always listening to music and always too loud. Bluetooth headphones and spotify are some of Gods greatest creations. I don't have a competitive bone in my body. Sports just were never my thing. Green is my favorite color but red is my soul. I absolutely without a doubt know magic is real. I have a irrational fears of the dark, heights and drowning. My direction is west. Its always been my dream to be in a band, broke as hell and happy. This past year was one of the hardest years and it weighs on me still but I didn't run away although I still have a New Zealand visa waiting just in case. I'm spiritual yes but I'm also so many other things I could never just associate with that one tiny part and dont tend to like people who do. I don't see myself ever being a mom, who knows. I'm working with the shadow. Carl Jung is my God. Things I struggle with are jealousy, judgement and consumption.. since I was a small girl I've always thought there was something morally wrong with me and I'm trying to answer why everyday although I know I'm exactly where and who I need to be right now.

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

To meet, to travel, to learn and expand!!!!

Interests

• dancing
• traveling
• camping
• skiing
• snowboarding

Music, Movies, and Books

Jamgrass, bluegrass, funk, oldies, gratefuldead, classic rock, rnb... fuckin everything mostly besides stupid pop shit. I've gone to so many festivals and shows in and around portland, oregon, california etc that I've lost count!

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

I spend most of my summers doing festivals all around Oregon and most of my winters snowboarding... in between I am working my ass off at the hot springs

Teach, Learn, Share

People who are different than I. People who can introduce me to new ways of thinking.

What I Can Share with Hosts

i am very low maintenance. Very extroverted but respectful. I'm a chameleon meaning I can fit into almost any social group.