CURRENT MISSION

Form the strongest circle!

ABOUT ME

There is my mind, that present different parts of me to different people.
There is me, the one I feel inside when I clear my mind.
But this "me" I can't explain completely even to myself.

All you can do is to feel it, through this text if your senses are good/we resonate or face to face, again if we resonate enough but then it's a bit easier.

I'm constantly changing and I grew to doubt everything I am., so almost anything I'll write might get irrelevant tomorrow.

And the inner essence like I said is not easy to express.

I know that this essence is usually shines through what people do but this is exactly what I do, I learn and I re-shape myself, getting down to the core, regaining control instead of letting external things that shaped my mind to decide for me.

I dislike belonging as a part of it too. Some might consider me “not fun or “heavy because of those things but it really depend on the surroundings, like I said, I'm different and I also tend to mirror people's behavior with me. I don't have one passion that guides my life (still wondering is it good or bad for me) but I have a lot of interests in different aspects of life.

PHILOSOPHY

Everchanging.

Interests

All kinds of art, drawing, photography, sculpting, writing, leather work, woodcraft and way more.

I'm interested in sustainable living, permaculture, gardening, healthy food and self improvement.

I love learning more about how our world and humans work taking particular interest in psychology and microbiology (but in a very, very amateur level)

• arts
• writing
• photography
• perfumes
• dining
• gardening
• traveling
• drawing
• psychology

Music, Movies, and Books

Books:

Hard to remember everything, those might not be the best but they sync with me the most:
LOTR, Spellsinger, the Xanth series, the Galactic Hospital, books by Rudazov.
I like special, crazy books, with spice and humor and I like almost all of the classic "Creators of worlds". They give me inspiration to also one day properly introduce the worlds I got to travel in my mind to others.

Movies:

How to make a monster and Interstate 60 are my absolute favorites, they describe life through my eyes.
I love the spirit of rebels in Braveheart and Battlefield:Earth.
Mortal Kombat and and X-men.
Futurama.
I like anime, watchlist, ratings&favorites here (http://myanimelist.net/profile/Mentria)
Anything Shinto (it correlates with me a lot) related, slow paced, episodic.
Among my favorites:
XXXHolic which is just....just me.
Mushishi which is a 24x30min meditation and a joy for my soul.
Narutaro&Bokurano which reveal deep and dark emotions and I can relate to some of the stories.
And Gintama that could compete with Futurama in genious humor.

Music:
(http://www.last.fm/user/Mentria)
It's not 100% accurate but it can reflect my music preferences.
Still I got to mention a few artists that had and still have a great impact on my life.

Samael.
It's not music and it's not my favorite band. It's the neverending light, spiritual guide that leads me to the higher heights.

Disturbed.
A mad energy splash, source of power which I can drink from endlessly and it will enforce me every time.

Stratovarious.
Which is in a perfect sync with my soul. Calming, carrying, rising it shines on my life.

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

My own life, slowly taking the course I set for it

Teach, Learn, Share

Anything and everything.

Countries I’ve Visited

Austria, China, Czech Republic, Estonia, France, Germany, Greece, Hungary, India, Italy, Laos, Latvia, Russian Federation, Spain, Switzerland, Thailand, Turkey

Countries I’ve Lived In

Belarus, Israel, Lithuania