I was born like just another boy in a village in kerala during 1980’s. Since a child i was very much soft, caring and loving to all. My mother always wanted to have two girls. I spend most of my time in childhood playing with my elder sister and cousin sister. I was mostly engaged in girly games as i was younger to both sisters and they took me along with them always while playing. They often did find fun dressing me up as a girl and making me their little sister during the games. Also i did grow up watching the rituals in my family Devi temple, where Men dress up as Goddess and light lamps during the major festival to honour goddess Durga and get get blessing. All this did impart feminine energy in me since a child. I started to be more feminine from within my heart and soul. I started to respect, adore, Worship, embrace and love womanhood a lot. The feeling of being feminine gave me happiness and pride. It did shine in me a lot. I started to dress myself up as a girl since childhood during my free time. I did start to accept, embrace and adore the woman inside me. I kept it a secret till now. I started to follow, behave, dress and do everything like a woman. I have been a woman from inside for the past 20 years. Though i did grow up as a normal man and did have a professional career as an HR, i used to spend time dressing up as woman mostly. I started to have my own wardrobe full of dresses, heels, lingeries, makeups, accessories etc. 20 long years have made me a better woman than a man. I respect my both sides though. It gives me a sense of happiness, pride and satisfaction being a girl.

It has always been my dream to experience being a bride, the most beautiful and divine thing in this whole planet. I wish to follow all the tips, procedures and rituals being a bride. I have prepared my mind for the same. I have just start with fitness & beauty regimes. I started to learn to behave, walk and pose like a woman. Started shopping for wedding saree, lehengas, jewels etc. I learned to walk in high heels, dance and have makeups. I started to keep my body well-shaved and hairless. I wear only fruity feminine perfumes. I wish to spend one week as a bride; have bridal Mehendi, have a session of Haldi Ceremony, Have bridal makeover and photoshoot. I wish to wear chooda, mangalsutra and Sindhoor and be like a bride. I want to be the best bride i can during the shoots.

Woman is the most beautiful creation of mother nature. Being a woman is a gift and one of the best feelings in this whole universe. Feminine energy holds key to the very own existence and creation of the universe. I am blessed to be able to feel and embrace the feminine energy. Physicality in gender is an assumption and what matters is what your soul feels like. It wish to experience the whole feeling of womanhood and wish i am born as a woman in my next birth.

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

Love to meet new people, travel, explore food and clubs.

Interests

Being loved and going on date

• fashion
• clubbing
• shopping
• travelling around the world

What I Can Share with Hosts

Fun, Happiness and Love

Countries I’ve Visited

Indonesia, Malaysia, Singapore, Thailand, United Arab Emirates, United Kingdom

Countries I’ve Lived In

Malaysia, Thailand, United Arab Emirates, United Kingdom