Life is simple if we do not overcomplicate life. Just say what u mean, and mean what u say. Cheers 🥂

If u r in Warsaw and have some free time and would like to meet for a chat on some abstract matters like discovery of aliens in your brain, let me know.

Searching for brains 🧟
*science/data analysis
*music/singing
*travelling/hiking
*UX/analysing human behaviour

This CS profile has it's history, as has my travelling, which I consider an important part of my adult life.
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Older stuff - feel free to skip it. I keep it for memory

CURRENT MISSION
To understand.
Don't change my mind.
Know more on what I might get to know.

And now the mundane part of my profile:

-Get down to Mother Earth and find a job!
- Oh, dear...

VVVVV - - - Old - - - VVVVV
....do not seem to be happening. I am currently a freelance life drawing and art nude photo model. I have created myself an occupation. (ig @felicityastray if you'd like to get an idea of what I do)
I do study computer science, but I'm only on my 2nd semester. I've axcidentaly discovered I enjoy it. (I am astonished, as huge part of my life I've been thinking of me as an art person). Terrible, how devided the terms were in my head... I find it a huge misunderstanding. Art and science are not so far apart.
Some thoughts need time to develop if not seeded by outer force... 😂

WHAT IS CS FOR ME NOW?
I enjoy meeting people and talking to them. It's best for me to sit in the kitchen, cook something and exchange points of view. I adore a feeling of home, not house.
I am also ok with being left on my own, but I am not a clubbing, smoking, drinking person. Some would say, no fun. Well, one thing didn't change throughout the years: I'm peculiar. Some say, cold. Well, not very likely I sleep with you. 😜

I enjoy good coffee, craft beer, dry red wine. Most tea and smoothies.
A dinner out, hiking, picnics, camping, fireplace, that's my way of having a good day. Much a nature lover.
I've been a backpasker some time in the past. Though me much.

I find CS, and my life, as some sort of a human behaviour studies. On myself, through others, on others, if I have enough time with them/you?

Beneath is an old part of my profile. I've been traveling 'full time', with CS, using CS, it's a part of my life. Met my ex-boyfriend here. Truth is, the times I update the text, I see how (and if) my thinking have changed. Some things I coudn't stand, and I deleted. In fact a lot. Shall I judge myself?
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Older part V

ABOUT ME

"
Do U have a feeling that u rather know, who u r not than who u r?

Forget.

I'm ugly, nasty, groomy and I bite.

I talk to myself.
I graduated art high school, it's quite specific circle. I am not about to scare you, but I am a monster.
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Ok. This is an old text from past 2 years. I have been traveling during this time.
A lot of times I see people writing here about their goals, achievements, stuff like that. It always have been making me wonder: what am I about?
As for 23 years of my life, getting to know a few things I'm indeed (as mentioned in an old text) bored with, or disliked them by some other reason, I think it is fair to say: I don't hold a goal. Moreover, I am not willing to. I feel a bit stressed with some form of, put in in a quote, social pressure of achieving (?). DO a driving licence! Complete a degree! Find a job! Buy a house! Do this, do that, when I am not the slightest about dreaming in that categories. I used to hear I'm lazy. It's most likely true. But it changes nothing about my lack of will towards certain socio-economical patterns. Money is not a dopamine boost for me either. Maybe it's because I never had a great idea for earning a lot..
As for my (Computer Science) degree, I am totally interested in understanding more. I'm fancied with logical statments, and maths is something I was missing doing the art school.

I'm interested in Human Behavior studies. I recomennd the lectures of dr Sapolsky, uploaded on YT by Stanford University.

PHILOSOPHY

Depends on a weather.

Entropy. Unending devaluation of matter in direction of cosmic boredom. Balance. Because of it components split off. Relations break off. And human bodies rot. Because of it
In billion years
There will be no star on the night sky!
But in a billion years there will be no Earth...

NOTHINGNESS SURROUNDS ME AND I LEARN TO ACCEPT IT !!!

Instead of putting some order to my chaotic life I'm going to make it more chaotic. That's my only statement for now. Do not expect much from me as I do not expect much from U. I am not willing to achieve anything in terms of achievement sharing conditions. I don't want any progress or regress, I don't want to change at all.

And so I study Computer Science. Life is consonantly out of the blue.

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

COUCHSURFING EXPERIENCE

So far surfed in Poland and rest of the Europe. I met lovely people I probably wouldn't have had occasion to meet another way. Got to know so much. Thanks. I recommend CS to all my friends.

I want to have a home to host people.

Interests

I hate art. I don't have interests.

Ok, I do like hiking, singing, painting, cooking, reading. But it doesn't mean I do it very often and that I know much about it. Mostly I live in my head, where nobody's invited.

I adore hitchhiking and hitchhikers.

• arts
• singing
• cooking
• reading
• painting
• hiking
• computer science
• hitchhiking
• travelling
• maths
• biohacking

Music, Movies, and Books

Music:
birds singing
folk, ambient, postrock

Movies:
Inception, studio Ghibli productions, Samsara, Inland Empire,Fuck for forest, Basic Instinct, Rick and Morty, Identity, Horror movies (I know a few: if u like them- ask me), shitty B & Z class movies nobody else knows, oh yess! And shits everybody knows is actually shit, but. Birdemic my love. I really watched it. Both parts. (Guess almost prooved I'm a masochist.. em, not much so these-a-days).

Books:
Some SF, some other positions that got into my hands. I'm not really a bookworm. Maybe one day.
Well. What I can reccomend is John Gribbin's books about astronomy/science as such if sb likes.

Painters:
Zdzisław Beksiński

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

-I died in a sleep.

-Such your achievement,

What I Can Share with Hosts

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Countries I’ve Lived In

Cambodia, Germany, Hong Kong, Poland, Wales