What I am about to say it shouldn't affect you to the core of the self if that exists in some realms of yours. As I am you in the present of self, representing the shared thoughts of the collective, we are bound to be unique, even though we might share the same reality, yours is a bit different than mine. I am aware of your presence, even though I see you as me, as my limited self, I try my best to avoid the thoughts that surround you in my eyes, but I can't do that in the absolute. I should accept you with your life and the way you live as you accept me, as expressive as I am or the way I act. You don't have to be, or understand me, you can just accept, as you accepted life, and I am part of it now.

…and thus the warrior had one of the most tremendous challenges, compared to other men. For some, it seemed impossible to overcome the fear of dying, and they often convinced him to quit. They had it, it was easy enough. For him, the limit breaking wasn’t yet there. He trained the hardest, night and day, but still. For him is yet to come…

I am an individual, doing the best I can to fulfill my desires and complete the ego, so I can let it go, finally.
I am the identification of all of you, as I am you, and you me. We are bound together. Do you see?

The warrior goes on a journey to find himself. He understood that pursuing happiness and staying in comfort was not his way of doing, this was the true path for him. Nothing else matters, what stayed in the past became the past.

You matter to me as much as you matter to yourself first, and as much as you highly think of others when there is nothing to benefit from. I am the reflection of what I think of you, as you truly think of yourself, first.
When caring about all the doubts in the world, and not having a certain belief in you, then I will come to judge, so I can put you even deeper, in your void. When you are full of despair and the dark side of yours took your heart, when the only hope is to give up, when the only light you have is not shinning anymore, I will try to help, by postponing the pain that you feel, for later, and so you become weaker, and therefore I didn’t truly help you to heal anything, I just helped me, my ego to grow, because now I am a good human being, as it should not be said.

I am uncomfortable with the lies, of those who lie to themselves. I kill myself every day by understanding it, by evolving, to achieve the impossible self, that and that.
I become stronger, mentally and physically, so I am at least a step ahead of my former self.

God is love and love is god. They go both ways for me. You couldn’t have one without the other.

A true warrior should be dangerous, but know where to use and, calm in the heart. A warrior should be able to protect the weak from the oppressors of the kingdom but also should give his heart to protecting them, if necessary. Never back down.
A warrior tells the truth if it is with the help of others, if just to offend them, he doesn’t bother. They are their family, and he sees them as equal.
A warrior gives his word and he keeps it, even death cannot separate him from that.
A warrior is a man with the roughest skin and the kindest heart—Jack of all trades.
A warrior never judges, based on physical defects. He knows that those are the way the individual is born, nothing to do about it. However, he judges the ones that choose weakness, as in speech, training, wisdom and so. He judges because he knows, everyone can do better. Respect the people that are in the process of building.

I believe that god is watching your moves. It is not there to judge you or hate on you, it is just it. It is up to you to decide if you are leaving a good impression on him or not. If you behave well and you help people he is going to love you, and if you behave badly still, he is going to love you as well. It doesn’t show hate, only spreading love. This is not about god.

I go forward with pure intentions, as I do not want to cause any harm in another soul, however as life goes on, unpredictable, I can’t say that what I have expected in my mind, will happen the same. I try my best to stay true at least to my intentions.

A warrior forgives. He understands that everyone is going through their journey and only the weak will spread hate. He leaves them alone, sometimes he gives them lessons, so they can come out of their self-illusion. He understands that the more help they get the easier it will be for them to stay in their comfort zone, expecting someone to give them help, in any situation. The warrior doesn’t like expectations, he is spontaneous. He tries to not be involved with any of the situations that he is not included in, however, he is not an unemotional man, and his heart hurts. He includes himself in the protection of others when he sees that there is no escape for them. He is wise like that.
He doesn’t speak much, although he shows what he means through his actions, as they do speak louder. With a firm look in his eyes and a strong handshake, he smiles, after a second looking at you.

I see the beauty in the ugly, and I let it go, as I understand, that this is not my property and I am not its owner. Preserving it would be tremendously wrong, as its magic fades away, and this is nature’s way of doing, by flowing.

I am the status of peace and calmness.

A warrior needs to sharpen his axe for 4 hours and chop the tree down in 2. The warrior is prepared beyond preparation, as luck is just the opportunity to meet the preparedness. He knows.

I am a Leo, therefore I can be fed with attention, give it to me, and let’s go conquer the world, pridefully. Also, I am the Scorpio on the moon side, so I will put you to walk through broken glass, not because I like to see you hurt, but to see you stronger. Every challenge, there is in life you can make it out alive, trust you. Also, I am the Aries in the ascendant, I like playing, and exploring. I am a child. Also, I am the number 11 in numerology, the special and the rare soul that is looking for followers to achieve the spiritual awakening of the self.
There is nothing better way than limiting yourself to such trivial things. A warrior should leave those things behind. Those things just create limits upon yourself, and those will not help you achieve anything.

The warrior remembers; that he was so angry at the other kids because they bullied him so he went to his father. His father told him, after wiping down his tears, ‘You will soon understand son’, and let him sleep on his side as they looked up to the stars. There was peace enough for both, so they tapped into that. Even then the young warrior understood. He slept smiling.

I don’t know what I love anymore, as everything I thought I loved, had a reason behind it. I am now lost more than ever, and this is where we find growth.

A warrior knows that there is no light without darkness, so he goes to fight the demons, away from his family and friends, relatives, calmness, comfort, security, and white lies. He goes to fight those demons so that someday he becomes that warrior, able to protect and provide for his people. He knows that there is no better goal than to perish pursuing the impossible self, because not of the ego, but of protecting who he loves, and somehow is still ego. The warrior understands that love doesn’t mean only family, close people, and so on. Love comes somewhere from within, and he could love even the grass, and sometimes he lie down there, looking at the dark sky, smiling because the loved ones are alive and well, fed. He also knows that love has nothing to do with trivial things such as sex, ego, interest, or physical attraction. Love for him is pure, he could love even the people trying to hurt his family.
He rests happily, to continue another struggling day tomorrow.
Also, he enjoys the process, he drinks and celebrates like no other. He enjoys the sunshine, and the rainy days, fully. He smiles when he wants to smile, f*cks the best, trains the hardest, eats the fullest, sleeps the heaviest, dreams the biggest. There is no purpose in doing things half for him. A warrior’s way of living. Pretending to be it is not his way.

There is still me if there is nothing left of you, and there must be you when there is nothing left of me. We must find ourselves, before anything else, and we will not suffer for what is to come. Although suffering, will bring relief afterward, and you will appreciate things more.
However, if there was not you since the beginning, there won’t be any me, as we go together. There is no object without the background. We have to have Yin and Yang.

As he knows, closer to heaves you reach the closest to hell the roots go. There is no other way, as it believes in balance of the universe. You u can’t have the illuminated person where there is no dark side uncovered.
The god has given him the power, not to conquer anyone, kill the weak, nor harm another soul. As for the challenges he has struggled, and achievements he have got, he is not longer interested in those trivial things. He knows that it is not the same understanding if you know and experience, asont differs in some many levels.

When he was young he ran to his father asking him about his childhood. The father says: “When I was your age, we had to play all day, the village was full of children, everyone was happy, we had enough to eat, I had a lot of people around, we trained since kids, we learned the way how the world works. We lived in a village full of green, mountains and lakes. The sun was plenty, as so the rain, but I also ran away from this place. I was in heaven. This will be your task, to understand why.” The young warrior said: “Father this is amazing. I want to create a large family, and teach them the ways of nature, just like you!” Father smiled and understood that the child has a tough journey ahead and for that he was grateful.
Just a small memory came through when the warrior was on a small break of training. He looked at the night sky, for a minute and continued practicing the sword.

The warrior is on the journey to find the uncomfortable situation he can put himself through, not necessarily by intention, but by those that come naturally. He knows the way of nature, he is it. The tree needs to be bent by the wind, it becomes stronger after each wind, to endure the next one.
He knows that hurting someone is the same as hurting his family, as he understands that we are one. We are separated from birth, unique human beings, living together on the same planet, and our only enemy is ourselves.
He has no enemies than himself. He goes on the war with it, every day. He wakes up full of energy and goes to sleep with a new scar on his body, tired, and out of breath, He knows something that we cannot comprehend. A warrior’s way.

I am the ego, I.

I believe that we should help each other, not because of common interests, but because we are people and that is what we do. So how can I help you?

As the warrior slept away from a life of struggling and suffering, he rests, and still, he thinks, I can do one more push-up. It was a sunny day, finally. He has a big family of 108 people now, putting flowers at his grave.
Children of his are not crying, but happy, because the warrior lived his life fully and truly, and they loved him. They never held back. So there was no attachment anymore, as it should be.
That was the way of the warrior.

There is so much to talk about a person, you could stand for years and not even come closer to understanding them. Most of the relationships that we have with others die, without even trying to understand the things going on in their life because we have our life. We end up going on a road of missing the signs that everyone is unique and they had their own experience, I would be one of them. I try every day to be better.

Everything starts from within. So love the self to love the other. So goes trust, believe, faith…

When the devil has no intention of talking to you, and you go by the day like a little boo, there is something wrong going on, in your life. Where there is good there will be evil. This is how it goes. There is no black without white.

The warrior traveled around. Met a lot of people. He met gay people, straight, identifying as they please. He respected them, as that was their choice.
The warrior made a lot of memories. They built churches together, helped street dogs, prevented natural disasters, and so on. The warrior understood that the journey he took, was not about the surroundings, not about the buildings nor the people, not about the beautiful things he has seen, and not about the delicious meals he has eaten, or the wives he married. He understood that the journey was about himself, growing up to become an even stronger man than he was.
Such was the way of the unknown warrior.

Along the journey the warrior came up with a few testaments, that his children will pass on:

1. Never break the word you release from your mouth. If so indeed you must punish yourself, with something you consider unbearable.
2. A strong man, protects himself, as the stronger one is for the others.
3. There is no meaning in life than to perish on achieving the impossible.
4. Live life to the fullest, first learn to be present.
5. Fully understanding others is impossible. Spend the time to understand yourself.
6. Rarity often equals value.
7. A dead man is also someone who has no curiosity.
8. No wind is favorable for the man who has no plan for where he is going.
9. See with the eyes of a blind man. One perspective is limited.
10. A person shouldn’t be judged by their physical defects but by the ability to surpass the limits of their own limitations.
11. What goes outside, comes from inside—hate, love, jealousy, fear.
12. Never disturb a master who lets you in his house.
13. There is no defined beginning or ending
14. You see the darkness that is surrounding you, but I see the light, in you.

God has never given you a bigger challenge than yourself. Everything you are going through right now is necessary for you to grow, something bigger is waiting for you. You’ve asked for it, for strength. Everyone has their unique challenges. Remember when you said in the past about something that was a hard situation? You are laughing right now because that was nothing, with today’s progress. You will defeat this one as well. Trust you.
Please don’t skip the process of growth and try to understand it. I am with you, but I will not help you. You have to do it yourself. I have my own challenge. This is the journey of the warrior you have to take. It will be wo

Warum ich bei Couchsurfing bin

I am here to meet, cherish, help, create relationships, build trust, understand, laugh, have a conversation until 4 am, travel with strangers, meet new souls, and share love.

I don’t want to create meaningless relationships with the others, and to let that fade away into the abyss. Let’s make the meeting the most interesting one, finding the best potential of the human species, within you and us together, and find solutions on how to grow from our undiagnosed traumas, thrive upon the human futile.

I am looking for like-minded, or opposite-minded people, who have done the most challenging and have experienced the best experiences ever. I would like to know those people and try to see the world from their perspective.

Interessen

I like finding the dislike of things. Find the meaning in the most meaningless argument. Become the rain on a sunny day for one. Spitting the truth on the face of the lost. Find and grow the self, from the traumas it has suppressed.

As we this way can understand. When we meet the irregularities of life, the emotionless reactions of the stoic monk, the way of the breath, becoming the shapeless, no form, one with the surroundings, arrow sharp-minded, focused in the way, with morals and dignity, we thrive and survive the most burdensome challenges that life offers. Because by the time we know, we are.

I like the poetry when I write it, not when I read it from others.
I have this god complex, which I am trying to remove. You can understand it or not, I don't care.

I like the faces of people, especially the ones that have scars, a plenty of history behind them.
I like the weirdness that you surround yourself with, the uncomfortableness, something that makes you itch. I like it because I can find a way to improve that. To improve you.

The laughter, the more unique the better. The plastic laughter is ugly.

The power of the thought is sexy. The warmth and the competence, also.

Dark humor is to accept reality and live with it. It is a must. Laugh to the events.

Of course, it is not about you you, it is about you me. You see? Again not you you.

• culture
• traveling
• business
• psychology
• adventure travel
• people
• money
• explore
• experiences
• stoicism

Musik, Filme und Bücher

Music: I would choose to listen to old music, 80 or 90 when they refer to the women as a goddess, when nowadays they objectify it as an object, a slave and people like it? No morals.

Books: psychology, philosophy, poetry, business, spiritualism, life - these would be the best topics.

Movies: Fight Club - No explanation needed.

Eine tolle Erfahrung, die ich gemacht habe

Defeated depression. Understood that it is in the mind. What stops you in the way, becomes the way.

Lehren, lernen, teilen

My way of being. Everyone has their own philosophy of life, unique and not related to the others. I believe that sharing those experiences that make you different, helps us (not at all) realize who you are, and even so connect with you more.

I want to learn something about your field of expertise and how you can become non-replaceable with the future artificial intelligence. Also how can I help you?

I want to share the energy with you.

Was ich mit Gastgebern teilen kann

My perspective of the reality. My own truths and beliefs as well, without imposing any danger on changing your views of the world, I will stand and talk to you with a pure heart, and good intentions.

Also, I believe in exchanging energies together. As dumb or as unheard of as it sounds it is a way of living life. It is part of who we are. I will try my best to give you good energy, no voodoo shit. Just good and true ones.

Länder, die ich besucht habe

Albania, Bulgaria, Czech Republic, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Kosovo, Macedonia, Montenegro, Poland

Länder, in denen ich gelebt habe

Albania, Hungary, Montenegro