CURRENT MISSION

Dream following. MOVING BACK TO LONDON DEC 6TH.

ABOUT ME

my parents are divorced and i was born in london. raised all over.
i have never been in love. i have never been in hate. i have been in most countries and traveled half way around the world before my third birthday.
i am a writer. i write poems, thoughts and songs. i am trying to be a good writer. trying is usually not enough.
my native language is english. i barely speak
french although i used to speak it fluently. i could probably mumble my way around spain.
i do not know if i believe in god. i do not know if there is a god or gods. i am afraid of dying.
it is my biggest fear. to die. i do not want to
die. i love this world & my life too much.
i like to photograph & smile & spend my time humorous people & teach & talk about the world.
in the future i want too many things. i usually want too many things. i want to continue to breathe fashion. i want to be a good writer. i want to be beautiful. i want to photograph happy & sad people. i want to see you wearing designs i've created.
i want you to know that i don't care if you like me. i
want to meet george bush so i can slap him. i want to live in india & italy & north korea & bhutan & sudan & greece & france & russia & macedonia & bosnia-herzegovina & canada & new zealand & hong kong & nepal & lebanon & israel & mauritius &
mongolia & paraguay & guatemala & belarus. above all, i want to live. i want to see everything and nothing. i want to be a teacher in the third world. i want to make people and children smile. i want to make
them happy.
i want to teach english & dance & photography & love
& life & theatre & creative writing to the children of the third world. i want to tell them that they all will be fine, that they are all going to survive and that the world loves them. i want to help them. i want to help those who are in danger and sorrow.

why? because seeing a smiling child makes me happy,
it makes me smile. i want to work with children. i love them. i want to be a child forever.
why? because a child sees everything. they see angels. they see flying cows. they see love around us. when a child grows up he/she starts to become blind to many amazing things. i don't see a tooth fairy anymore. do you?

i want to be a novelist in paris. i want to be a student majoring in pirouettes, or laughing, or cheering people up. i want to be a photographer in angola. i want to say 'i love you' and mean it. i want to buy cigarettes and throw them into the ganges.
i want to give the homeless a safe place to sleep. i want to share my poems with my soulmate in helsinki.

like i said, i want too many things and life
is too short for this. i want this and that and those and these and the list will never end because i need to want all the time. sometimes too much is too much.
of course there are many things i do not want.

PHILOSOPHY

"i do it for the joy it brings because i'm a joyful girl. because the world owes me nothing, and we owe each other the world." - ani difranco

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

COUCHSURFING EXPERIENCE

i love everyone i've met. :) friends for life in every way.

Interests

words keep me alive. i prefer living & being in a city. southern california living is something that i have always wanted to experience, but i'm far too hectic for it. i fall in love with cities & words & places & photos but i have never been
in love with someone. i like being awake but it is way too hard to wake me up. i daydream, mostly about runways, occasionally about being an author, rarely about seeing an international airport of tokyo. i only remember nightmares, mostly about being hurt, occasionally about losing people i love, rarely about being alone.
i love having male friends. if i hate something, i hate gender roles. if i love something, i love being somewhere beautiful with a friend. if i miss something,
i miss being a child. if i am something, i am a friend to everyone. if i regret something, i regret writing this.

• writing
• poetry
• fashion
• photography
• dancing
• flying
• teaching

Music, Movies, and Books

everything once.

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

i thrive when i get the opportunity to help those who feel helpless.
society amazes me.