I am Jesse - 21 yo. From Louisiana. Has traveled to Texas, Oklahoma and now Denver where we met. We are currently in Boulder. I had a very rough life growing up with a family who did drugs and did not guide me or care for me at all. I left high school with 4 classes left to graduate. I just could not stay there any longer and be safe. I have been on my own since 16 yo with my own car until recently.
I cannot remember the bad things that were done to me, like sexual molestation and more. It is too painful. And since I found my fiance Lamar he is doing spiritual healing, healing energies and helping me to calm down so that I can remember what happened to be able to let it go and forgive. It still affects me until I can let it go.
Luckily Lamar has done just that and has healed his PTSD and every other thing that was caused by his traumatic childhood events.
If it wasn't for Lamar I would be forever homeless and hopeless. The first time he looked into my eyes I knew he was special and that I was instantly in love with him. He placed his healing hands on my heart center and I felt a jolt of love, peace, calm and safety like I had never felt in my entire life. He continues to conduct healing energies into my being everyday. I am not the same man I was 3 weeks ago before we met.
He is amazing in this ability to heal others.

I am Lamar, Jesse's fiance.
I grew up with lots of traumatic events. My dad and 8 year older half brother molested me. My half brother beat me everyday after school. I told my mom about it and she didn't believe me.
Fortunately I heard my guiding voice at age 6 say: Lamar, don't worry about that. You are going to learn to do life differently. AND it came with the magic sealant - a total sense of peace, calm, love and safety. I heard it again at age 7. That sealed the deal. I broke the family pattern and have since spent 30+ years healing. This year it is complete and I am forgetting what happened to me. Great news. It is possible folks to heal completely and become the person you are born to be.
One note: As soon as I finished my healing I met Jesse, another rare soul who is committed to complete and total healing. There are many of us. We just have to find each other.

I am a unique mix of engineer, meditator, spiritual counselor, lover, friend, confidant, confidential, Frisbee, animal lover, horse rider, world traveler, worked in the Far East for a French company, adventurous, visited favorite places in Europe, lived on Bali for 6 months, exercise, bicycle, read, walk, hold hands, just married, kiss my husband in public, want to make love in public with him (he is so hot) but do not want to get arrested, best friend, wise, intuitive, insightful, personal coach, approachable, helpful, good advice, professional trainer...

Por qué estoy en Couchsurfing

Jesse, husband, and I are exploring Colorado on the cheap. We can barter with meditation, train your brain neurons some skills (instant mental, physical, energetic relaxtion - relieve any pain and throw away the medictaions, students study less while increasing your grades - all who have done this have craduated with honors, visualize using your brain's and heart's design to craft the life you most desire.

Intereses

• meditation
• travel
• love
• learn
• explore
• walks
• adventurous
• teach
• best friend
• playful
• holding hands
• transform
• attentive
• kissing husband
• public sex
• gay married
• luck to be with the love of my life

Música, películas y libros

Celine Dion, Elton John, George Michael, Ricky Martin, Adam Lambert, Queen, Freddie Mercury, man what a superb movie, Science of Mind, Oprah,

Algo increíble que he hecho

I got my electrical engineering degree and the first day of my employment with a French company was getting on a plane in Houston and flying to Singapore. Yippee! This farm town boy had never been outside of Texas yet had dreamt about living around the world.

I rented a Ferrari in Paris and drove the 4 languages of Switzerland. Me an Alan Voiral ate bread and cheese and drank wine sitting across from the Matterhorn. Superb!

I lived on the island of Bali Indonesia working for 6 months. I lived on Kuta Beach in a 1 room, 1 shower, 1 light bulb, cold water only room that was 10 steps to the beach; $7 per night. Much better than a 4 star hotel any day of the week. Sleeping on the beach would be even better.

I had my spiritual awakening on Bali watching this Bali Hinduism population integrate their spirituality as a way of life. Inspired me to change. And I did.

I had the best sex ever on Bali beach at dusk. This tall local. I'm 6' 4" and most locals are 5'5". He was 6;'. I watched him doing tai chi in the shallow waters. It was so hot I could not help myself. When he was done he walked straight to me, stripped and we made out right there on the beach.
I had just had a large magic mushroom omelet which Bali used to have legal in their restaurants. Awesome first Indonesian sex and magic mushroom experience as my first time. I recommend it daily LOL

Enseña, aprende, comparte

We can barter with a 4 hands full body massage.

I can create a blog for you and train you how to do it. I can provide any technical support services.

This does not involve sex - I am a 20 year tantric erotic sexual healing master. Tantric energies are coursing through your body when you are hot, hard and turned on. I amplify these for you so you notice them. Whether you are a straight or a gay man you become a much desired lover since you develop to become more and more attentive to your lover's needs and wants. You fulfill him/her. There is no ejaculation when you have a tantric orgasm and shake for minutes receiving guidance messages about your life. If you want release since you will be horned up to the max we will both provide that multiple times and in as many ways as you want. Release is not a part of what I charge $2150 for; you pay nothing for us sleeping on your floor. We offer release here simply because you may want that experience and since you are being generous enough for us to sleep on your floor/couch.

Qué puedo ofrecer a los anfitriones

I can share useful insights about life. I do a unique meditation whereby I receive insights and information for the people present. And I do it so they receive their own insights and information.

I can teach you to access your intuition on cue, when needed. Intuition is 100% accurate. Logic is mostly 100% inaccurate.

I can teach you to go into a deep meditation within 3 minutes, easily. It's based on brain science.

Países que he visitado

Austria, Belgium, Brunei Darussalam, England, France, Germany, Indonesia, Italy, Malaysia, Singapore, Spain, Thailand

Países en los que he vivido

Brunei Darussalam, Indonesia, Malaysia, Singapore