CURRENT MISSION

Back in Providence. I am going to focus on my old friends and my loving family.

ABOUT ME

My life has changed for the same, again. I've moved back to Providence RI to be around my family (parents, sister and mostly my dog Absinth). It is an easy option as I like Providence for the most part, though I find myself less and less interested in city life.

My friends? what would they say. I'm flakey, misdirected, unfocused, and out of touch with reality, well they wouldn't say that because they are my friends and they think the truth would hurt me.

If my dog could talk, she'd just shake her head and look at me the way a mother looks at a son who still lives in the basement, yeah he has a job and pays for his own stuff, but when she's gone his screwed.

Yes, I'm hard on myself, but I still never change, I think that is the true definition of insanity, but I really think I'm a good and decent person. I'm honest and caring to the point that I have been taken advantage of ones or twice, and I still put myself out there because people have done the same for me.

(old)
Right now, I am looking to have people come stay with me before the high season in ptown starts, but I'll be moving to to a smaller place in may. At that time I'll be very busy with work and town itself will be getting crazier. I'll only be able to host one person at a time then, and it may all depend on my schejule.

ps I can't spell.

PHILOSOPHY

either everything is going to happen or nothing is going to happen or something in between, I have little to no control over it.

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

HOW I PARTICIPATE IN COUCHSURFING

I am currently living in an apartment in Providence that has been called a flop house. My flatmate is an old friend who is very easy going, and I don't think he'd mind a guest or two, but I am propaply not as opened to last minute things, but you mine as well try me, as I will do what i can for anyone.
(I like to make word evolve)

COUCHSURFING EXPERIENCE

Had many, people on here are very cool and I've been helped out a few times. I've also made a friend or two from here and would be open to making more from the Providence area as I have only a few right now.

Interests

Silence. Though I use to work at a live music club, I've never been that in to music. I know I just lost anyone wasting their time reading this so I'm going to stop typing now.
I am seeking a some kind of obscure truth that seems to lead my toward madness, though lately the "universe" seems to have shown me a off ramp, if you will, that may leave to a quieter simpler life. I think that's what really interested me. Not this industrial, misogynistic insanity that I see going on all a round that calls one to do bigger and better stuff then those that came before. I dream of a life of simplicity, understanding, reflection and respect of all things in nature.

My dog, Absinth. She is a big reason why I have grown as a person in the last few years and I thank God for her.

• dogs
• clubbing
• reading
• music
• live music

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

This is a very hard section to fill in as I have seen many great things, though don't feel I have done many. it is a section I have left blank for a reason, it reminds me of my own failure. My own in ability to make intelligent choices about where to go and what to do.

I guess that is about the only thing I can say I've done that is amazing, that is I've faced my fears and face more all the time as I redirect my focus, now I must get past a few.

Countries I’ve Visited

Australia, Liberia, Puerto Rico, United States

Countries I’ve Lived In

United States

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