CURRENT MISSION

love myself

ABOUT ME

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i was born and raised in germany.
my first hithhiking trip i did from berlin to amsterdam when i was 15. that opened the possibility to me that i can travel the world like this for free (or little money).
after i graduated from school with 19..i was longing to leave germany..but still wasnt brave enuf to do so. whilst studying philosophie, soziology, southeast asia and thai at humboldt unversity of berlin, i gathered the courage to backpack to thailand with a plane ticket to bangkok and nothing else planned but the idea to check out the universities there. that was in 1997.
that trip to thailand, when i was 20, showed me how easy and cheap it was to travel.
with the idea to please my parents and finish a degree "to b somebody" in germany, i studied around for 6 more years, travelling in my holiday time, but longing to BE a worldnomad, i finally made the jump away from german civilization age 25 in 2003 with a one way ticket to Sun and Sea at the canary islands.
i left because of depression and to find my soul and my purpose in life. with the simple life in nature, camping, (hitch)hiking, exploring, adventuring and a near death experience i embarked on a journey to my spirit.
i started writing songs which i recorded in 2006/7. the songs on my cd
are milestones of that inner and outer journey (https://youtube.com/channel/UC66oZBJ7iZJZlBqkN2kWrlw)

from 2007 to 2018 i travelled from canada (next to alaska) through north and central amerika, selling, trading and gifting my cd along the way.
in 2011 i met an extremly beautiful jungle boy in costa rica, who stopped me in my tracks for some years, as we created 2 kids. in 2014 i left him and our farm in the jungle for the first time. we tried to keep our romance and parenting going for a couple more years on and off until april 2018. i left costa rica with the kids in june same year and we ve been through europe, asia, and australia since.

i am still on my healing journey to find peace inside ..that may stop my restlessness...and i wanna grow the love and care and acceptance for myself.
i am looking to find a vegan community where i can heal and share myself fruitfully and raise my kids lovingly and maybe finally make peace with what is.

i seek simplicity and nature and prefer wild and local fresh vegan food to gain balance and health for body, mind and soul.

PHILOSOPHY

i am the creatress of my reality.
by focusing on living and sharing my true self, ridding my self of false conditioning and traumatic imprints, i and everyone else who does so, will create peace and harmony on our planet earth.

RELIGION

Love

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

to live outside of the monetary system...meeting local people in an authentic way..where money is not the trading element

Interests

• singing
• raw food
• vegan
• yoga
• music
• wilderness
• healing
• mindfulness
• healthy food
• love
• acroyoga
• peace
• durian
• selfawareness

Music, Movies, and Books

life without music- i dont want- no way!

i love singing and jamming or listening to all kinds of music.

these days it s mostly spiritual music, mantras, medicine songs, rainbow songs

favorite singers:
bjoerk, sinead o connor,
darwin grajales, carioca chandra edgar, snatam kaur, ajeet kaur....

most inspiring book ive read:
ANASTASIA by vladimir mègre

not very much into movies these days, but i liked 'forgiving the franklins' alot.

i like listening to insightful lectures from osho, eckhart tolle, neale donald walsh, ram dass, mindvalley, course in miracles

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

bodysurfed big ocean wave, that took me down and pushed me into the oceanfloor, where my neck cracked and i then was gifted and awakened with a short insight of the blissful and infinite OCEAN OF ONENESS

Teach, Learn, Share

"the greatest thing i've ever learned is to love and be loved in return" (molin rouge)

"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society." (Jiddu Krishnamurti)

What I Can Share with Hosts

many stories and singing, housekeeping, gardening, childcare, cooking,..helping in any way i can

Countries I’ve Visited

Antigua and Barbuda, Australia, Bangladesh, Barbados, Belgium, Bulgaria, Canada, Costa Rica, Cuba, Cyprus, Czech Republic, Denmark, Dominica, Egypt, El Salvador, Finland, France, Germany, Greece, Guadeloupe, Guatemala, Honduras, India, Indonesia, Ireland, Israel, Italy, Jordan, Laos, Malaysia, Martinique, Mexico, Montserrat, Nepal, Netherlands, Netherlands Antilles, New Zealand, Nicaragua, Norway, Panama, Poland, Portugal, Russian Federation, Saint Kitts and Nevis, San Marino, Slovakia, Spain, Sweden, Switzerland, Thailand, Turkey, United Kingdom, United States

Countries I’ve Lived In

Costa Rica, Dominica, Germany, Guatemala, Spain